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click here to open post May 27, 2011 | posted in on the agenda, Personal | 21 comments

Hi friends and neighbors! We’re having an estate sale!

Tomorrow, Saturday the 28th, 8:00-11:00am.
55-691 Wahinepe’e St.

We are selling everything that’s not bolted down!

Here’s a list of SOME of what we’re saying goodbye to:

Phil and Ted’s double stroller (cream color)
Playground: swings, tube slide, toddler slide, picnic table, climbing wall
3 white, Pier One, shabby chic armoires
2 light brown (dark sand color) couches (including one wonderful backless day bed)
1 matching love seat
large, white, shabby chic coffee table with 2 wicker storage drawers
large, sturdy kitchen table with storage drawer (white)
white butcher block kitchen island with 2 drawers and storage space beneath (we used this as an entertainment center)
large, beautifully refinished, espresso colored office desk with a second desk that can attach to form an L shape (or be sold separately as a smaller desk)
2 dressers (one dark brown, one light brown)
3 WONDERFUL shabby chic bedside tables with a cabinet + drawyer
1 brown wooden linen cabinet
2 book/storage cubes (each 2 high by 3 long)
Sharp Aquos flat screen TV 30″
blue ray player
Canon printer + scanner
Colorful metal bunkbed (or loft bed) with a slide and an attached craft table
Camping gear
3 twin mattresses (available June 13)
1 queen mattress (available June 13)
2 sets plastic drawers
4 shelf wooden bookshelf
2 shelf wooden bookshelf
multiple black plastic storage shelves
full size upright freezer (air tight)
Nikon d70s

MISC: lamps, crock pot, electric skillet, large george foreman chairs, clothes (men’s, women’s and little boy), shoes, crock pot, electric globe, cork board, white board, ironing board, iron, boogie boards, towels, frames, multiple baskets, storage tubs, guitars, tool box, plates, dishes, pots, pans, fans, laundry baskets, space heater, yoga mats, free weights, kettle bells, curtains, dvd’s, art supplies, cds, house plants, cook books, tupperware, mason jars, step stool, books, books, books, books, books

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alisa greig: can't believe it's really happening :( seriously, let me know if i can be of help tomorrow--i'd be happy to! and yay for phoenix!! May 27, 2011 2:18 pm
Ashley: I know I shouldn't laugh... but when I read that the second thing on the list was the playground I couldn't help but get a big grin on my face as I remembered that homeless man putting that beast together. Glad the boys + the neighborhood got to enjoy it for a few months! Good luck with the move! Wish we could be there to help/ buy that amazing playground for our future kiddies. May 27, 2011 2:24 pm
natalie: Ash, I KNOW?! Seriously, right?! Absurd. May 27, 2011 2:38 pm
Ashley Moffat: nat- how much do you want for the storage cubes? we just may want em! May 27, 2011 4:13 pm
Jesse: oh nat! I am just dying to get my hands on those "shabby chic" armoires. May 27, 2011 4:41 pm
josh solar: We would be all over that swingset if we could get it here :) Good luck on the sale and more importantly on the move! May 27, 2011 4:57 pm
Kirsten: Man, I wish I could come to your yard sale. You weren't exaggerating when you said you have good stuff. Hope it works out great! May 27, 2011 5:23 pm
becky demartini: hey natalie, we are interested in all of your beds! just how much might you be asking for them? thanks :) May 27, 2011 5:56 pm
Kristy Carlson: Best thing I did at our Burundi-or-bust sale last week was enlist three volunteers to take money, another volunteer to oversee them and answer their questions, and a grandparent for the kiddos. Could not have survived without them all! It completely took the pressure off and there was STILL lots to do even with all that help! Hope it goes well today, thinkin' of you! May 27, 2011 6:53 pm
natalie: Jesse, when did you get so sassy? You're as bad as Tyler McBride. May 28, 2011 12:59 am
natalie: Ashley, $35 each OBO May 28, 2011 1:00 am
natalie: Becky, We'll sell all 4 mattresses for 300 (3 twin and one queen). The bunk bed we're selling for 150 (just the frame with the slide and the attached craft table). May 28, 2011 1:02 am
natalie: Josh, You guys are absolutely the perfect family for it too!!! Darn ocean in between us!! May 28, 2011 1:03 am
natalie: Kristen, THANKS! :) May 28, 2011 1:03 am
natalie: Kristy, GREAT ideas. Thanks! May 28, 2011 1:04 am
natalie: Alisa, I better see you at the beach tomorrow!!! May 28, 2011 1:05 am
Amanda: You are selling everything but your husband and kids! Good luck with the move. I could part with almost everything I have except my cookbooks. Love my cookbooks. May 29, 2011 5:16 pm
Jody: Do you have anything left for sale or is it all gone? We have six boys .... June 3, 2011 2:28 pm
Ina: How much is your playground? June 4, 2011 10:01 pm
Natalie: Everything is sold. Thanks for being awesome everyone! Aloha! June 4, 2011 10:10 pm
MelindaKendall: Do you have any of this furniture left? I'd love a new bed. Let me know what is avail. June 8, 2011 6:42 pm

click here to open post May 23, 2011 | posted in on the agenda, Personal | 33 comments

Well, the cat is officially out of the bag. . . though admittedly, the cat liked life in said bag. It’s dark and peaceful there, and her personal space isn’t congested by yard sale signs or packing peanuts.

Phoenix it is. Phoenix. Phoenix. Phoenix. That is the way the wind blows (for one unexplained reason or another), so that is the direction we will fly. I’m learning a lifetime’s worth on love, inspiration, faith and obedience to the will of God. . . even when I can’t seem to see the end from the beginning.

It’s hard. Traumatic, honestly. (I know. I’m such a drama queen.)

Please note that the trauma has very little to do with WHERE we’re going. I’m certain I’ll learn to love Phoenix, completely. (I am, after all, a “bloom where you’re planted” kind of gal.) I’m simply traumatized that we’re going anywhere at all. I love my life here in Hawaii. I don’t want to go anywhere else. Ever.

This is my home. . . I’ve felt more of a sense of belonging here than I have ever felt in my entire life, and I’m so thankful to the people here who welcomed me with open arms and taught me how to . . . be.

I’m light years away from the clueless, and somewhat broken, little 19 year old who came here a decade ago. I’m a better version of myself, plain and simple. I’ve learned to love, to let go, to give. . . oh the lessons I’ve learned on giving! I’ve learned to walk forward in faith and with a grateful heart, always and in all things. I’ve learned to LAUGH. To really, really laugh. The way only a Polynesian can teach. . .

And I’ve learned to listen. I’ve learned to listen in a way that I could never hope to adequately explain.

And. . . and, and, and. . .

Above and beyond anything else, I’ve learned, simply, to trust. I’ve learned to know that God’s hand really is in the details of my life, and that if I am quiet, if I humbly seek with pure intent, he will guide me in all things. And his plan will always be better than my own. Every.single.time. Even if his plan leads me to Phoenix. ;)

Hawaii, and the people here, the people who I have come to LOVE as my own flesh and blood, are sewn forever into the tapestry of my very soul.

Phoenix, be ready for me. I’m digging deep and trying with all.my.heart to be ready for you.

On to new adventures!

xx,

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Rachel Whetten: WOW! Well, its sunny! no doubt about that. You already know you will be blessed as you follow this plan God has for you guys. Its takes EXTRA faith to head there when its probably the hottest of all throughout the year though, but you've GOT that extra faith, and with that will come EXTRA blessings (air conditioning, etc ;) ) j/k In all honesty, I have no doubt you will make Phoenix LOVE you just like you have made Everywhere else you've been love you! We were there 3 years ago during the spring for 2 months (after we left Hawaii) for Brady's final internship. Knowing it wasn't permanent made it easier to handle the time we were there, but ours was a short time so I'm not pretending to know what you guys are going through, I promise. On another note, I have a roommate (from BYUH) who grew up there (Peoria to be exact) who LOVES LOVES LOVES it and would never want to live anywhere else, so that's promising. Hugs for you! Rachel May 23, 2011 6:39 pm
Katie: A phoenix is a mythical bird that is a fire spirit with a colorful plumage and a tail of gold and scarlet (or purple, blue, and green according to some legends). It has a 500 to 1000 year life-cycle, near the end of which it builds itself a nest of twigs that then ignites; both nest and bird burn fiercely and are reduced to ashes, from which a new, young phoenix or phoenix egg arises, reborn anew to live again. The new phoenix is destined to live as long as its old self. In some stories, the new phoenix embalms the ashes of its old self in an egg made of myrrh and deposits it in the Egyptian city of Heliopolis (literally "sun-city" in Greek). It is said that the bird's cry is that of a beautiful song. The Phoenix's ability to be reborn from its own ashes implies that it is immortal, though in some stories the new Phoenix is merely the offspring of the older one. In very few stories they are able to change into people. OK, so clearly I just copied that from wikipedia...BUT! When I read you were moving to Phoenix, well, it just made sense. PHOENIX. I don't think I need to say more? You are incredible. Your boys are so lucky to have you. x May 23, 2011 6:50 pm
Michelle H: I'm so very excited for you and your family... WELCOME to AZ! What an adventure for you guys. If you need anything at all please do not hesitate to ask...I'm sure you will have great ward members no matter where you end up! May 23, 2011 6:53 pm
Emily Ruth: The desert welcomes you! I was hoping to meet you at your Scottsdale Breathe but ended up here in Utah working for a few weeks. Anyway, I'm a native to Mesa and my little family just keep returning after each adventure. Good solid people here. Promise. May 23, 2011 7:05 pm
Brittany Sorensen: Well...I'll be there...we can be friends! I'll clean your house for you :] May 23, 2011 7:10 pm
stephanie joy: I am so so excited for you! I wanted to tell you on the phone today that I hope we have a few more runs, or karaokes party adventures before you go, but I didn't want to keep you on the phone too long while at the dentist! :) I am grateful I got to know you. So excited for your new adventures that lie ahead! Phoenix is a great, hot place. Thomas served his mission there and he loved it. May 23, 2011 7:26 pm
Joanna Polling: Natalie, I am a photographer in Peoria, AZ and follow your blog and love your work. If you ever need anything please don't hesitate to ask. Phoenix can be pretty brutal in the summer but the rest of the year it's nice (not hawaii nice I'm sure, but still decent :)). May 23, 2011 7:28 pm
Ajja: Your steps will be surely blessed wherever you are my friend. Hawaii will miss the way you took it ALL in! May 23, 2011 9:46 pm
shari: wow...thinking about being 19 brings me back to when I lived in Phoenix...well, actually Tempe. I spent my freshman year of college at ASU. I absolutely LOVED it. I know you and your family will have holes in your hearts for Hawai'i, and I'm not saying that AZ will compare in any way...but it too has beautiful and wonderful things to offer. I am happy that your family knows that's where you should be...good luck with packing and moving and settling into your new place... guess my dream about house hunting with you (in AZ) was a tad bit psychic! hahaha.... xoxoxoxoxo May 24, 2011 2:47 am
Tami Nelson: So exciting Nat!!!! That part about Heavenly Father being involved in every detail of your life......I'm realizing he is and trying to hear him.....I can feel him slowly, quietly guide me.....just trying to figure out my health still. I know it's not anything very common because it's been way too long trying to figure this stuff out.....I think I'm so close because I'm really trying to be led by Him.....every.single.day....so close!!! You and your family are in my prayers!! xoxo May 24, 2011 3:08 am
Aileen: This will be perfect for your family b/c you're moving for the right reasons. Congrats to you and your family. And just b/c you leave Hawaii now doesn't mean you can never go back. ;) May 24, 2011 3:53 am
Jennie Allred: Natalie -- My sister used to live in Queen Creek, on the south end of the Phoenix area. There is one place you simply MUST know about in Gilbert -- Joe's Real Barbecue. 'Nuff said. Good luck with the move! And thanks again for just being so open and being such an example of faith and enthusiasm for me! -Jennie May 24, 2011 4:44 am
mandy kongaika: Hey Nat. I know the feeling and all I can say is I love you and you are right. The lords plan is better ever single time...even if there is no sun or beach or friends for a while. Oh it sucks...but its worth it:D I felt like the Savior (I know its totally dramatic and not the same at all just slightly similar) who said let this cup pass from me..not my will but Thine be done. You got this Nat. You can do it!!! I still cry every time i see a palm tree on tv lol and thats okay. May 24, 2011 5:14 am
Sheryl: Welcome. Phoenix will be glad to have you. The transition from Hawaii will be something, but living in the desert is unlike living anywhere else. Feel free to e-mail me if you need help with anything. May 24, 2011 5:40 am
Millie: I am so so so happy! My reasons are entirely selfish, but hey, I can't help myself. :) May 24, 2011 6:21 am
Jaclyn: Natalie - I pray that your transition to Phoenix will be easier than you anticipate! And, once you are here, I'll totally be booking a family session with you! :) So, selfishly speaking, I'm kind of excited you'll be somewhere in the valley! Good luck with all the stress and craziness of a move - across the ocean! We'll be waiting with some sunshine & DRY heat! ;) May 24, 2011 6:51 am
Lara Cheney: Natalie, Hawaii will definitely miss you, Richie and the boys too. You guys are definitely following God's plan and doing the best you can for the souls you have been blessed to care for. Cardon will appreciate it for sure as well as your other boys. They will get the very best from their mom and dad because their mom and dad are doing the very best for them that they can. I am truly blessed for having had the privilege of getting to know you and love your kind-hearted soul. God be with you till we might again. Aloha! May 24, 2011 8:11 am
Lara Cheney: Haha, silly me that will teach me to post before I read and edit. I meant God be with you till we meet again. Hopefully, Phoenix will open their arms to you as much as you have expressed open arms to Hawaii. May 24, 2011 8:13 am
Sarah Garner: Arizona is SO excited to have you! :) May 24, 2011 8:43 am
Erin McFarland: Hi Natalie! I've been following your blog for a few months now and am just now popping in to say hello. But this post did catch my attention as we will be "neighbors" of sorts :) Extending a big welcome to your family to the Phoenix area! May 24, 2011 1:44 pm
shauna: Hi Natalie. I have been blog following (stalking sounds so very scary) you for a while now. I adore your photography, I cry when I read about your heartbreaks, and I am sorry to say I am cheering that you are moving to Phoenix. I have been here (via UT and BYUH) for about 14 yrs. I must have just missed you in Hawaii. Anyways, just because I know that you KNOW that you are supposed to be here I also know that you and your family will thrive here. Here are a couple of things you might want to know: First you will dry up. Your skin, your lips, your throat and the innards of your nose will flake and blow away in the slightest breeze. Then you will discover the blessing known as a swimming pool that will rehydrate you like nothing else can. Bragging weather starts about October and you will feel rejuvinated. Spring is delightful and the ugly desert reveals its colorful secrets as Palo Verde bloom yellow, cacti bloom beautiful colors of pink, purple and yellow, multi-colored Lantana explode and you will find that the familiar face-sized hibiscus and brilliant Bouganvilla will remind you of the islands. You will love that the food (especially milk) is much cheaper and I totally can hook you up with the asian stores that sell taro leaves, coconut milk and mutton flaps if you are craving island food. You will be happy to know that there is an L&L bbq here--so really, do you need anything else? A tour guide? Really? I'd love to! Good luck on the move. And yes, you really will make it back to Hawaii some day. There is no escaping the pull of the islands. May 24, 2011 2:03 pm
Chelsea: Hi there Natalie - you probably don't remember me at all, but I was at BYUH at the same time as you and Richie. I was Chelsea Smith then. Just thought I'd say hi - I discovered your blog today and just spent the last while reading through. Seriously, you are an incredible photographer and writer! So talented. With such a beautiful heart. And a beautiful family! Thanks for sharing your talents with the world. :) Good luck on your move! May 25, 2011 5:27 am
rach: boo! May 25, 2011 1:23 pm
Mindy Clark: I couldn't have said it as well as you have put it.....we are setting sail also. We leave in 10 days. We are headed to Indiana. Lord knows we want to stay and we leave kicking and screaming in the process. Yet, just like you guys....God is leading us to happiness we can't even imagine right now. So we leave Hawaii a little wiser than we came.....a few more scars than hoped....and with tearful eyes we will watch Hawaii fade from the window on the plane. We must take a part of Laie with us and tell the world. It has truly been my place of refuge. Aloha, Mindy Clark May 25, 2011 4:05 pm
bettijo @ PagingSupermom.com: Just found your website through Heidi Nobmann -- she and I have known each other since junior high! I'm still in Phoenix and you're going to love it here! We should do lunch once you're settled in. Hugs! --bettijo May 27, 2011 8:21 am
Rebekah R: You and yours are going to love Phoenix. I think you'll adore all the photography subjects you'll see each and every day, and I think your lovely boys will adore all the fun stuff there is to do, from museums to sports to music related events to Tempe Town Lake and their paddleboats. You will (hopefully) adore monsoon season and the view of the storms rolling in you can get as you drive the 202 East, or the smell of creosote in the air before it rains. Just remember to buy sunscreen and a shade for your car windows, and don't touch the metal on the seatbelts. As a PHX native relocated to NorCal, my heart misses it and the beautiful openness that makes you feel like the whole state is yours for the taking. Best of luck! May 28, 2011 7:21 pm
Donna Flores: My heart and prayers go out to you and your family. That is a huge move, but God is in control of everything. May 29, 2011 6:36 pm
Lyndsay: You guys are going to love Phoenix!! I am from Utah but live in Gilbert and could not be happier here. I tell everyone this is my little slice of Heaven. The summer's are hot but there is always a pool nearby. Excited for you and your new adventure. May 30, 2011 6:12 pm
Kim Percival: Moving is sooooo very hard, especially with little ones. I just love you attitude towards it. I moved from New Jersey to Texas last year 3 moths post-partum with my 2nd & boy was I a mess. But low & behold, I have INCREDIBLE neighbors & am just now finding my way here. Home to me is where my family is. We will be happy as long as we are together! Best of luck to you Norton family. My your transition be the smoothest one ever! May 31, 2011 12:45 pm
Rachel Boatright DeVault: I am amazed by your faith, but not surprised by it. You will be amazing--as ever--and of COURSE the Lord will bless your efforts to best serve your sweet family. June 1, 2011 10:57 am
Kristine: Just came on to check in on you Natalie and just read your exciting news!Wishing you all the very very best!!! June 11, 2011 7:00 pm
Lacey: How exciting! I'm from Gilbert and LOVE it there- sadly we are doing a stint in Texas for my husbands career. Hoping we will be back in Gilbert in the next few years! Moving is tough! Especially with kids! Good luck in the next few weeks! You will love Arizona-despite the heat-it's a great place to live! June 16, 2011 11:34 am
Dina: My husband likes photography and follows your blog now and again. We vacationed on Oahu in March with our family and attended a ward in your town. The people were very friendly and because a family was moving they had a special goodbye song at the end of sacrament meeting and all met on the patio to say goodbye to them afterward. I thought this was a wonderful tradition and even though I didn't know them, I felt like crying because of all of the love in the room. I'm sure you will miss it there and everyone will miss your family as well. You are a wonderful, inspiring photographer and I hope that you enjoy Phoenix. July 15, 2011 1:49 pm

The Breathe Scholarship | For Mother Entrepreneurs | Phoenix!!

click here to open post Apr 27, 2011 | posted in Breathe, For Photographers, on the agenda, workshops | 68 comments

NO more entries will be accepted. Winner(s) will be announced at appx 12pm HST.

The revolution continues, and I want YOUR family, YOUR business, YOU to be a part of it.

Back in February, high above all the noise and rumpus that is Las Vegas, NV, I found myself in a quiet room, filled with the most exceptional group of women I have ever met. These women KNOW that happy families don’t just happen; they are MADE. This group of women understands that every single choice they make as mothers, is a significant one. These women have changed the course of my life, and continue to do so each and every day. They’ve put in the smart, focused, and intentional work, and every one of them will tell you that their lives, families, businesses, SELVES are better because of it. I’m so thankful for their examples that inspire me to step into my own life, business and family with more resolve, passion and joy!

No matter where you are in your business and life, if you are a mother and an entrepreneur, this workshop is for you. If you’re willing to put in the smart work, The Breathe Intensive WILL revolutionize your life from the ground up!

I’m dying to see you in Phoenix! I know you’re dying to be there too, because you know that the only other Breathe Intensive currently on the books for 2011, will be on an island waaaaaay out in the middle of the Pacific Ocean! Mainlanders, this is your last chance!

I’m giving away not one, but TWO seats to The Breathe Intensive in Phoenix on May 20th!

To enter:

1. Comment below and tell me why you want to come to Breathe. You don’t have to say much, just make sure it’s completely and totally transparent and comes from the deepest corner of your heart.
2. Tweet, Facebook, blog, Tumble the news about the giveaway. Shout it from the rooftops if you must (here is the direct link to this post), because if your friend enters and wins, guess what? They get to bring YOU along as their guest!
3. All entries must be received in the comment section below by no later than Friday, May 6th at 9:00 am Hawaii Standard Time.

Winners will be announced Friday, May 6th. (Or you may secure your seat by registering now, here.)

Good luck!

I CANNOT WAIT to see you in Phoenix!

xx,

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Aimee: I would love the opportunity to attend Breathe. As a woman and entrepreneur, it's always a challenge to find balance and be able to able to set goals and have fun while doing it! April 27, 2011 8:43 pm
Jennfier Garbett: You are SO awesome. I could really use this...would love a chance to attend. April 27, 2011 9:02 pm
Mari Darr~Welch: I am ready!! After Watercolor, it is on! So much was learned, I am like a sponge ready for growth!! April 27, 2011 9:02 pm
Rachel b: I don't actually think I qualify to come to Breathe, I don't have a business. But I am dying to come. I run a household full of many children and a crazy entrepreneur husband. I need some good direction and really a chance to breathe (hee hee). But really I am dyig to go. April 27, 2011 9:15 pm
Emily Ruth: Words can't do justice to what this scholarship would mean to me. I recently started my Birth Doula and Childbirth Education practice. In the busyness, I've lost balance. With two kiddos (3 and 1,) I don't want them or my husband to get less of me than what they deserve. But I feel this calling and passion for birthwork--- I'm working on myself, striving to improve. I feel the momentum but I need some guidance. Oh please consider me for this scholarship. It would mean everything to me~ April 27, 2011 9:20 pm
Myrna Matina: I'm mother to 3 beautiful souls.. step mother to 4 wonderful beings. I know where I want to go, I know what I want to be, I can see my goal. I just don't know how to get there. Please help me find my way. :) April 27, 2011 9:34 pm
Lydia: Pretty sure attending Breathe would help the transitions and changes coming to my family in the next year. My husband is going back to school, and I am starting a photography business while caring my 3 yr old full time, so any guide to finding balance will be warmly welcomed. April 27, 2011 9:42 pm
Kris: To be completely honest. #1 I need you to be some fresh water through my gills. I feel like a shark who has stopped swimming. We are on our second move in a year (today we pick up the moving truck...huzzah!) I was pregnant last time and now my fourth is only four months old. I actually just dissolved my business to buy our home and it feels like I chopped off a limb. Not sure I have the strength to start it from scratch, again. This is the really honest part. #2. I'm a skeptic. I think you talk a lot of talk, but I'm wondering if there's a lot of walking going on. I'm the daughter of a salesman, and I'm not sure I'm buying what you're selling. See? What can you REALLY do for my business in a one day (nay, four hours!) that I haven't in three years? You asked for gut honesty. I may be a skeptic, but in the same shark-gilled breath, I've always admired and wanted to meet you. Maybe it's the move, maybe it's the nursing brain, but I'm feeling brazen today. April 28, 2011 4:12 am
marie rose: One day I WILL come to this. My current school schedule has me bound to UT for the next 1 1/2 with no breaks (literally) but come May 2013 if these workshops are still around i WILL come, i will LEARN, and it will be AWESOME. Can't wait. Love your guts April 28, 2011 4:34 am
Kara Simmons: I need to come in order to know how to balance my life. I am just beginning as a photographer and I am starting to become very very busy. I want to know how to balance my family and work and still be happy! My family desrves the absolute best and me learning how to be organized and successful would be most helpful! April 28, 2011 4:35 am
rachaelmarie: i am not sure if i need breathe or not. but i do know that right now i feel lost + a bit confused as i try to figure out where to go + how to be there with my family + also run a business. April 28, 2011 5:24 am
Vanessa Vaomotou: The last 3 years I have been married have been the hardest I have ever experienced in my life financially. Fortunately, that has never once had an impact on my marriage or beautiful family. We know what is important to us. We have gone weeks without electricity, gas, food, even sold furniture. I don't say this to make you feel sorry for me, but understand that these are just things in my life that are not emotionally or spiritually important. But, now I feel like it is time that I step up to help support my family. Photography is not only something I enjoy and love, it's something I can do to help my family grow and survive. I am a mother, and it is my responsibility to support and provide for my family the best I can. Attending this Breathe Intensive Workshop would be a blessing for me and my family. Wishing the best for all who enter :) -Vanessa April 28, 2011 5:52 am
Mindy Evanson: This breathe scholarship would be just what I need. I work full time, and have a 2 year old. When I come home from work I don't know where to start! I have so many dreams for myself and I don't know how to begin, let alone take care of my family- when I can barely do it right now! Life is a whirlwind, and I know it is for a lot of people. I am no more deserving of this than anyone else, but would be so so grateful if given this opportunity to be surrounded and instructed by such talented and inspirational people. April 28, 2011 5:53 am
Amanda Peterson: Just yesterday I had to stop while putting away dishes with kids tugging at my legs and put my business brain in the back of my mind so could just focus on the task at hand... Family dinner and bedtime routine. I've been in business for about 9 years and am still looking for the balance I need, to breathe freely! I would love to be a part of the Phoenix group and be able to start a new life. Thanks for this opportunity! April 28, 2011 6:12 am
Rachel Boatright DeVault: Don't count my comment as an entry, Natalie! I just wanted to say, ladies, IT IS WORTH IT! This will change your life. It will change how you think, how you function, and bring you great joy and progress!! It is BEYOND worth it. April 28, 2011 6:20 am
Cassie Foster: Natalie...Even though I've never met you, you are one of my heroes! These last 6 months have been so out of control that I would love the opportunity to breathe. In the last 6 months my husband was laid off, started a new job, my daughter was diagnosed with autism, and I have felt very strongly that I need to do something to help others in my situation. My husband and I have decided we want to open a center for children with autism and their families. There is nothing in Northern Utah that is for the whole family of an autistic child. I don't know how to balance my life right now. Between taking care of my daughter, her doctors appointments, trying to figure out how to pay for all of them, my husbands job, doing photography, and trying to figure out how and where to do this center that I feel is one of my callings in the life. I know this entry was really long, but I would really really love to be considered for this scholarship, I could really use it in my life. Thank you! April 28, 2011 8:30 am
sarah: I would absolutely love to attend. My husband an I are at such a turning point in our lives. College graduation, new baby, new job, new business etc. - all of the change is EXCITING and scary/overwhelming at the same time. I would love the opportunity to learn and explore finding that oh so important and necessary balance of work/family life and get this new chapter started off on the right foot! :) April 28, 2011 11:05 am
Millie: I cant say anything other than I NEED this! If I could make that statement all bold and italicized, I would. I feel like I am either 100% into my work, and glued to my computer all day, or im giving everything to my daughter. I have NO balance, and sadly my work seems to be winning the busier I get. I NEED this workshop! With my husband in school full time, and work slowing down due to the incessant heat in AZ, I never seem to be able to truly invest in my business with the dollars. When I saw you were coming to MY city, I knew that it was a must that I attend. I will scrimp and save, but my husband is a full time student, and money is always tight. Im not trying to win sympathy, just being real. So if you pick me, it will be the BIGGEST blessing that could ever come my way! -Fingers Crossed, xo Millie April 28, 2011 2:39 pm
Carol Strawn: Omgoodness, it would be wonderful to share a day with some other like-minded photogs trying to find balance in life! It isn't easy. Sometimes I find myself feeling guilty. I need to figure out a plan and stick to it. My priorities can get out of wack too easily. Leaning on the Lord for His leading every moment....a day is too long! Plus, I love Phoenix, and I love the lady that told me about this workshop! :) April 28, 2011 3:11 pm
Janelle: I think what you do {and who you are....aka your absolute faith} is awesome!! I 100% do not qualify as I am not a mother nor an entrepreneur. But, I would just like to put in my two cents about Jennifer Garbett. We have been BFs since we were 11 (22 years). She is amazing!! She came from a shaky and rough foundation and has completely made something of her life. She is an extremely talented and successful photographer and the loving mother of 3 kids with one on the way!! :) She has created/accomplished so much in her life, but is always looking for a chance to "breathe". I would be so happy if she was able to go! She is the perfect candidate for your seminar! She is the most loyal and compassionate person I know. She is constantly giving and trying to make others better and happy. We both follow your blog and just stand in amazement! God truly is great! Thanks for offering this giveaway and for the seminar!! April 28, 2011 5:27 pm
Amie W: When are you coming to "Breathe" in San Diego sister?! How can I help set it up!? April 28, 2011 7:45 pm
Cherise Johnson: Hello, I am starting a doula business and absolutely believe this opportunity is coming at the exact moment to help me realize my grandest version of my greatest vision of who I really am! April 28, 2011 8:31 pm
Lauren Murray: Oh my gosh, where do I start!?! I have so much going on, I have no business being totally intrigued by adding another item to my calendar! But I need balance! I am a mom, a photographer, AND in yoga teacher training course - so I should be breathing just fine, right!?! :) Not so much, I'm so passionate about my business, passionate about self-improvement so that I can be a better mommy and wife as well as keep this business moving. You come VERY highly recommended by Emily and I would just be so thrilled with the opportunity to meet and learn from you. Thank you! April 28, 2011 8:35 pm
Jill Galyan: Natalie ... oh the last scholarship you gave in Vegas I was totally wishing hoping pray that it would be me ... wasn't .... so now I wish hope and pray again. I need some good direction - I need to be told to breath - to beleive in myself - and to take a risk without risking my family relationships. I have an entrepreneur soul that is just dying to get out and show itself. I need hope and balance. Thanks for this oppertunity once again. You are the biggity! April 29, 2011 7:17 am
mer: i will second rachel's "it is BEYOND worth it." natalie is amazing! you will leave inspired and with a foundation of friends that will cheer you on as you change.your.world!!! April 29, 2011 6:13 pm
Alisa: Talking with you was not enough. I. need. to. meet. you. I would like the networking as well. I love that I told Carol and she entered too! We just found out that we have to put our dog to sleep thursday and something happy will be welcomed come friday. April 30, 2011 7:32 am
Paula: Seriously holding my breath.....sooo.. on the verge of divorce and need to find myslef again along with learning to balance my needs with my kiddos, work, and maybe hubby's.... In need of huge quanties of air ;-) April 30, 2011 5:12 pm
cherie: In the deepest corner of my heart is a dream. Sometimes that dream feels like it might make it’s way to the surface. Like it might have a chance to live and be part of me. But most of the time it feels buried beneath fear, anxiety, and impossibility. I would love a chance to let that dream out. And to let it breathe. May 1, 2011 6:08 pm
Francine: It would be incredible to connect and network with amazing women who are creative and work hard for what they believe in, work hard to make their dreams come true, but most importantly, work hard to make a difference in the world! May 3, 2011 5:57 am
Heidi Marshall: Natalie, for the first time since I 'met' you & started reading about these absolutely amazing Breathe Intensives... I actually feel like I'm ready for this. My photography business has been s.l.o.w.l.y coming together over the last several years, but all of a sudden it's taking off like crazy & I find myself struggling to keep it all together. I have 4 boys . . . ages 11, 8, 5 & 19 months who (as you very well know) keep me on my toes as it is with all the normal stuff that comes with being a mom of boys. I've been taking a good hard look at my schedule for the next few months & I'm actually booked up through September! I have 10 clients on my 'to-do' list that I still need to finish up proofs, print orders, custom printed books, etc. and that list is growing faster than I can keep up with! Seems like for every ONE client I finish up with, I'm adding 3 more. My house is a wreck, I'm behind on laundry, dishes & general upkeep, my photo gear is still in my living room from a month ago since I haven't had 'time' to put it all away before the next session. I'm doing pictures for an entire dance studio on Saturday (which I've never done before) that I'm trying to prepare for, as well as trying to whittle down my list, and I just realized it's Mother's Day coming up so I need to take time out for my Mom & it also dawned on me that it truly IS the 2nd Sunday of the month so I have an RS lesson to prepare! I've tried taking time out for myself to get a massage, trip to the hair salon, and some therapeutic shopping, but that just takes time AWAY from all the other things I need to focus on. I KNOW I can handle all of this, and I WANT to! But I need help figuring out exactly how to juggle it all. I don't feel like I neglect my family (just the house), but I just can't BREATHE sometimes!! Just since I started trying to type this, I've had to change a poopy diaper, listen to my 5 year old read 2 books to me so he could earn his Wii time, help my 10 year old (who is home sick today) with a few things in his Webelos book, kiss an owie, and now my little guy is crying, pulling on my arm & trying to close my keyboard tray. :0( I absolutely LOVE what I do . . . both being a Mom & being a photographer, but I SO badly want to be amazing at BOTH & not feel like I'm sacrificing one for the other so often. I finally have the confidence in my talent & abilities as a photographer (although I still have a long way to go before I get to where I want to be), but I don't want my family to suffer because of my business success. PLEASE Natalie . . . I'm am willing to do what it takes . . . I just don't know how. I am begging you to help me . . . It would absolutely mean the world to me. Sorry, I totally just rambled on & on, but thank you for taking the time to read about my little messy world. <3 May 3, 2011 10:49 am
Landy Williams: i.want.this. I AM HUNGRY, I have much to learn, you have much to teach. Sounds like a great mixture to me. May 3, 2011 4:36 pm
Jeremy Peterson: As a husband I couldn't be more proud of the the mother, wife, and inspiration my wife has become. If it weren't for her photography we would not have our most cherished memories of our son Payton who passed on to the eternal world 6 years ago. I have heard my wife talk about you and the inspiration you have been to her on many occasions and she would be greatly honored to attend your Breathe Intensive in Phoenix. Obviously I am biased but there is truly no one more deserving then my wife Amanda. Just this past week my wife had one of her external hard drives crash that erased part of the first year of our one year old little daughters life. She's usually really good at backing files up in two places but there were quite a few that she hadn't done yet. It has been quite the ordeal as you can imagine, but each day she puts one foot in front of the other and strives to be the best mother, wife, photographer and friend to everyone. With three little one's at home and dealing with the day to day grind she says to me all the time that she wishes she could just figure out how to balance everything better. I know she would benefit in so many ways from you and I'll have to say that I'm sure I would too!!! Thanks, Jeremy May 3, 2011 8:01 pm
Rachel Dixon: Well, I heard about this from a friend (hi up there, Emily Ruth!) a while back and thought o myself "sounds great, but I don't have a business". I don't. Yet. I have a family, a wonderful hard-working husband and three young children, and I have my mind and my heart, which I write on my blog. I want that blog to work for me. I know I can do it. I know I have something to say and I know people want to hear it. I just need to know how to make it happen. I've been putting in the work there consistently for 6 months, and so far I have gotten a few wonderful friendships out of it but I am ready to take it to the next level. I just have no clue how. Show me how. May 3, 2011 8:01 pm
Laura Lofgreen: Thank you for sharing your blog. What a beautiful gift you bring to others. I blog at My Dear Trash and write about finding value where others may not see it, especially in ourselves. I have 5 kids (4 boys and finally a princess) and would use Breathe to reconnect with that part of me thats lost in laundry, diaper duty and the huge walk-in freezer at Costco. May 3, 2011 9:18 pm
Mari Jordaan: I did it! I actully resigned my cosy, relilble but quite boring job and started a new "life through a lens". The main reasons for this were one three year old, one six year old and one 40 year old. Being an entrepreneur isn't easy but how precious to be able te spend quality time with them every day and to take photos for a living! I would so love to attend Breath! May 3, 2011 11:05 pm
Stacee: As mom of 6 kids who just received my first patent,I should be in 7th heaven. In reality I am a slave to my business working form the time i get up to the second I fall asleep in the wrinkled clothes I wore all day. I have forgotten how to make time for my self, my family, and friends. I have become a slave to my business and have a better relationship with my blackberry that I do my husband. Help me make sense out of the chaos that is now my life May 4, 2011 5:08 am
Rochelle: Thanks Rachel for sending me this way. Last night I was in bed sobbing as I realized that while I had run my errands and accomplished all my work for the day, I hadn't done anything of lasting consequence. I hadn't read a book to a child (I have 5), dinner was a complete fail, bedtime was thoroughly lacking in love. It's not even like I'm new to this. My oldest turns 11 today, and my business is celebrating 10 years this year. But balance is ever more elusive. Speaking of which, I've got to go, I have a birthday breakfast to make before I get to work this morning! BTW, loving how many mompreneurs and potential mompreneurs there are here in the valley. May 4, 2011 5:10 am
Michelle: I want to win this! Not only do I LOVE Phoenix, but I need to learn from you... I'm crossing my fingers I get picked. May 4, 2011 7:45 am
heidi: Ever since you started talking about "Breathe" I have been looking at the website (blog) and cannot get over how great the info is on there. I can only imagine it is a million times better to hear you women speak in person. One of my biggest goals in life is balance all around & I don't want to miss the boat. I feel as though there is so much I can learn & even though I keep telling them to stop, my boys are growing up right before my eyes. I would be so grateful to be able to bask in all you have to offer in Phoenix. Plus--I grew up there so it has a soft spot in my heart! May 4, 2011 11:13 am
Courtney: I want to come to Breathe because lately, I haven't felt like I can keep up working from home and not neglecting my family. I am just not that great at balancing life. I love my family & I love my work. When work (birthing mothers) calls and wakes me up at 3am, I am EXCITED to work. However, I love my family more! :) Help my learn to BREATHE! May 4, 2011 12:17 pm
Angela Salazar: I wanted to create and use my artistic talents, do something for myself and make people smile while doing it (and possibly make a little side money too). So I bought a camera, equipment, studied and practiced and studied and practiced...over and over. And now I am doing it! People actually come to ME wanting their special moments captured! But why do I feel guilty everytime I sit down to work on my business? Lately I've been feeling like I will never be able to truly be a photographer, the way I'd love to be, and be the mother I've always wanted to be as well! It's just not possible! Or is it? I'd love to learn your strategies, know how people do it, how YOU do it! Is it really possible to be freed from guilt as a mother and entrepenuer? It's a question I've been asking ever since you started doing Breathe. I hope I get to find out! And Phoenix! I can get to Phoenix!! May 4, 2011 1:33 pm
Jeanette LeBlanc: I'm glad I heard about this. I would love the opportunity to attend. I know I have all the pieces in place, but have never managed to pull them all together..to create that synergy that you speak of. I know I have this inexplicable fear of success, of soaring, of fully honoring myself and what I know I can do. And so I hold back, and make excuses and get overwhelmed. This year has been my first year as full economic support for my family, and I have still not stepped all the way up, in the way I know in my heart that I could, and made it happen. I'm searching for inspiration, for a catalyst, for that final piece to pull it all together and do what I know I can do. I would be honored and humbled to attend. Jeanette May 4, 2011 2:40 pm
Lindsay H: I would love the opportunity to go to Breathe. I find you endlessly inspiring as a photographer, wife and mother. I have only been a amateur photographer for about 2 years and I really lack the confidence to put myself out there to start a business. But I know I have talent, and a lot of room to grow. I would die and go to heaven if I got to go! May 4, 2011 3:55 pm
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Rachel Flynn: I need to win this... the balance and ability to breathe is something I am always struggling to find! Thanks to Emily for the tip on this great workshop! May 4, 2011 7:41 pm
Lyndsay: I am in the baby planning stages of starting a creative home business, and my friend Emily has posted about this workshop several times. I can use all thehelp I can get, so I decided to check this out tonight. May 4, 2011 7:54 pm
Sharon Johnson: When life is rough the typical advice is to take it day one day at a time. I have a gorgeous happy baby, supportive husband, a roof over my head, and my health... and for reasons that feel just out of reach beyond my fingers tips, I can't manage to even take it one day at a time right now. My father used to tell me "take it day to day and if you can't, take it hour to hour, min by min, or breathe by breathe. Every time I here about your Workshop, I think of me cuddled in his lap telling me to "just breathe." I KNOW I am meant to change this world. I KNOW I will be AMAZING, that I will get through this lull, and that I will be HAPPY... more importantly I know who I need and so desperately want to become.... but....right now... I just don't know how to do all of that. I would love to meet up with you all in Phoenix as I know I will get that kick in the heart, head, spirit and kick in the butt I am anxiously looking for. May 4, 2011 8:52 pm
Kelly Wise: I'm in need of some energy and focus to rejuvenate my soul for my new business, and this sounds like just the thing! May 5, 2011 3:45 pm
Kristy DeGraaf: Would love love love to come! I am a mother of 3.5, wife to a keeper and owner of a daycare I run out of my basement. If I could attach a picture of my office you would be able to tell right away that *balance* isn't really my strong point. Keep trying to find that thing that will help me get to the point where I feel like I can keep the right balls in the air and be content with the ones that sit to the side sometimes. Would love to come! May 5, 2011 5:28 pm
Kathryn: By the time I sat down in the car today to drive my 4 girls to the library, I found myself having to focus my breathing to calm that racing heart of mine. Weren't these Lamaze breaths supposed to be for labor? Did labor really end? The last time I gave birth was nearly 2 years ago, but since having 2 sets of twins in 3 years, I feel like I'm constantly trying to keep afloat in a sea of laundry, needy arms, preschool lessons, blogging to-do's, heads of hair to be kept up, meals to be made...I could keep going, but I think everyone knows what I mean. I don't think I'm much different than the next mom. It seems we are all working each day to be our best, but sometimes I just feel like I'm spinning my wheels. (Some days it feels like I've lost them completely.) But, I'm ready to get somewhere. I'm ready for my high-gear to actually be worth the gas. May 5, 2011 9:23 pm
Mackenzie: I had to breathe and breathe again before I wrote down my few thoughts. I am mom and step mom. Being a stepmom is world I never thought I would enter into. However, I would not trade it for anything. Because of this I have to work full-time, and still be a mother, with the latter title being the only one I truly want. I don't have the luxury of practicing as much as I would love to. I have to find snippets of time with my kids because of me having to work. I feel like I see my kids in passing at times (mostly my step son because we share custody) because I have to be a full-time mom and work outside the home. It is a struggle to balance and sometimes I ache for them even though it was minutes ago when I saw them. I would love a chance to come and refocus, get strength from other amazing and talented people. To learn from so many whose skills are far superior t mine would be a blessing. I want to innately understand and know my camera, lighting, etc. so I can focus on catching the memories and times I have with my children (and others I am privileged to shoot) and catch the essence and character that makes them special. I need to grow. I need to learn. I need to make a change in my life to be there for my children's life. My goal is to a stay-at-home mom, yet still be able to have a creative outlet for me. I need to keep myself refreshed and alive so that I can be the mother my children deserve. Breathe could help me breathe... May 6, 2011 5:43 am
Leah Davis: I want to come because you inspire me...I would love to meet you...and because I need the balance of work and family :) May 6, 2011 6:37 am
Amanda: I am within 2 years of starting my business. Any advice and information before I begin is extremely valuable to me!!! Plus, who wouldn't want to hang out with Natalie Norton!?! May 6, 2011 6:44 am
Stefanie (Stevie)Armstrong: whoa! your giving away another 2 scholarships? thats nutty... nutty goodness! =) I wish I could tell you in person how much I want to be apart of this. So you could see my face and feel my heart. But Im gonna do my best to make this tiny box of comment work. =) I took a shot at the other Breathe scholarship you were offering in Vegas. I am blessed... blessed with an awesome husband and the most awesome kids... and for some reason God has decided to bless me with this passion for capturing life. Its so precious. My heart just bursts with joy knowing God is using me.. however with these blessings I feel I want to be obedient with my time (wife/mother/photographer). Not so easy. I know the knowledge & inspiriation your giving at this workshop is invaluable. I just know it. Im sure every woman that attends will be empowered and inspired. I hope to be among them. Happy Mothers Day! xo, Stevie May 6, 2011 6:49 am
Amanda McKinley: I FB'd http://www.facebook.com/#!/amandamckinleyphotography and Tweeted... http://twitter.com/?status=Currently%20reading%20The%20Breathe%20Scholarship%20|%20For%20Mother%20Entrepreneurs%20|%20Phoenix!!%20-%20http%3A%2F%2Fnatalienortonblog.com%2F2011%2F04%2F27%2Fthe-breathe-scholarship-phoenix%2F#!/momarazziphotog May 6, 2011 6:49 am
Marily: I have been inspired lately that I need to make some big life changes. I was excited for a while, and now I am discouraged. It turns out, I don't know how to change! I know some of the things that I need to do and changes that I need to make but I can't seem to actually make those changes. I could really use some focus on how to prioritize, how to feel more joy (and less frustration) and how to grow my business all while being a mom to three little boys. I would love to come to Breathe! May 6, 2011 7:36 am
Taressa: I am finishing school and starting my own holistic based business at the end of the year. On days like today when I have a house to clean, places to go, and homework to complete (all as I question my abilities as a parent),the thought of starting a business terrifies me. It terrifies me because I feel that in order to have a business I must give up something in return...time with my kids, housework, balance in my life. I am overwhelmed as it is...laundry piles up, the kids and my husband get frustrated from lack of attention, and I can't even go to the bathroom alone, let alone start a business. I am setting out into the world to heal others but need help in my own life first. May 6, 2011 7:37 am
Wendy Robinson: I'm all about self education...love it! But I also know that being around others who are successful is just as important. I have had a tough time finding the right mix of peeps to be around...to share with, but more importantly, to share with me. but I won't give up! I'm a mom so I'm hoping this intensive and it's attendes will be the answer. May 6, 2011 7:48 am
Kymiah St James: I would absolutely love to attend BREATHE as I have been working independently for years and have never really obtained the success that I know I should have by now. I want to hear, learn and share and hopefully walk away with the insight to take me where I know I am destined to be. God has blessed me with too much to continue to be mediocre. This may be exactly what I need! May 6, 2011 8:02 am
Elaine Kessler: Yesterday I had Netflix watch my kids, today we're celebrating Mother's Day early since I have jobs lined up for the weekend. It's not that we're not making it work - we are - but I get that there's a whole world that could be working if I could get specific about that chunk that's simply not working. I bet Breathe would give me access to that chunk. Thanks for the opportunity! May 6, 2011 8:23 am
Shauna Crandall: I'm in the process of starting my second business... life is crazy busy juggling a hubby, 4 young kids at home, and working to help provide some additional income for my growing family. Sometimes I just want to be with grown-ups!! May 6, 2011 8:41 am
Jessala White: This isn't an entry, because there is no way I could afford to go, but I would love for you to consider doing one in the southeast (I live in Alabama). I would absolutely love to attend! I have 3 boys (all of whom have autism) and I'm trying so hard to start a photography business and it's all just very overwhelming at times! I think I would learn alot from your workshop. :) May 6, 2011 8:56 am
Stephanie: I want this SO badly! I have horrible self confidence and it is affecting all areas of my life!! I need to learn to BREATHE and revamp...please help me! May 6, 2011 8:59 am
melissa: I need to breathe. To live my life. To feel free from distractions. To be a better mother, wife, friend, a better everything. I love my job but need help putting my priorities in check. Learning to say no. Learning to enjoy it more. I want my daughters to se a strong mom who works but alwAys always puts them first. May 6, 2011 9:00 am
Kallie: Hey Natalie...This is Kallie Ellison from High School. I have heard fantastic things about you and your workshop from Lindsay. We sat at lunch one day and talked about it for an hour or more...we both were in tears by the end in the middle of the Olive garden. Sounds like an awesome workshop and I would love to have a chance to come and experience it first hand. sometime. :) May 6, 2011 9:39 am
Dorinda Peyton: I struggle greatly with balancing life as a working mother... feeling that I cannot give 100% anywhere and desperately not wanting to short anyone the quality and effort they deserve. My love of photography has waned as I've struggled to adequately impress upon my children the love of Christ and feel incompetent to do both well. The opportunity to push "reset" and get everything straight would be priceless. May 6, 2011 9:47 am
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I heart Utah.

click here to open post Apr 06, 2011 | posted in on the agenda, Personal | 6 comments

Redeye. Check.

Meet Richie at the airport. Check.

Drive to the Cause For Hope offices and have a REMARKABLY inspiring (and exciting) consult. Check. And PS, check these people out; they’re making real waves.

Dash off to the Triad Building in downtown Salt Lake City for an interview with KSL. Double check.

Change clothes in the parking lot. Try not to look like a wet mutt. Check… Ish. When you see the footage, remind yourself, redeye. Mahalo.

Manage said interview and all the tears that come along with it. Sniff, sniff. Check.

Jet up to Deer Valley to get our presenter packs for the LDSBC and check in to wonderfully charming Chateaux at Silver Lake. Check.

Feed Natalie’s face (for the first time in over 48 hours, truth). CHECK.

Aaaaaaaand break! What a glorious day! Mostly it was magical just being with my boyfriend sans kids. Wow, I truly think I forgot what silence sounds like. . .

I love Utah. If The Great Salt Lake had waves (and the winters weren’t so horrendous) we’d actually consider living here. Though Park City would likely be the only option for us, because I’m somewhat obsessed with this place. It feels like the skier’s version of Haleiwa. Down to Earth, relaxed, a great creative community, and of course, the landscape is amazing! Right up my alley. Again, minus the Siberian temperatures and the 97 billion feet of snow a year.

Tonight Richie and I had dinner at Zoom. Goodness gracious folks. Goodness gracious. I’d eaten there a couple of times before with my family when I was a kid, but I mustn’t have grown into my tongue yet, because I don’t remember it being anything like what we experienced tonight. Wow.

Zoom is owned by Sundance, and the walls are adorned with the most AMAZING Sundance Film Festival promotional posters! Like, seriously, some of the designs will blow your mind. I spent a good 10 minutes just standing there staring at them (Jane, you would have been drooling). I tried to find some examples of my personal favorites online, but this one was the only one I could find. If you ever find yourself in Park City, I highly recommend stopping by Zoom, if for no other reason than to enjoy these designs. . . Though visiting Zoom without also enjoying dinner, would literally be sinful.

And now, goodnight. Finally.

xx,
Me

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Andrea: I can't believe you are here in Utah. I would love to meet you in person. I wish I could go to the business conference but I have prior engagements that I have to be at. You are both going to be amazing! I am thinking of both of you this week. If you ever have a moment let me know. LOL Not sure that will happen but it is worth a shot. April 6, 2011 9:12 pm
Erika Plummer: Thanks for the post. I LOVE UTAH TOO!!! April 10, 2011 7:28 pm
Susan Walker: I had the pleasure of meeting and listening to, you and your husband at the conference. What honest, inspiring, and adorable people you are. Many thanks!! April 11, 2011 4:33 am
natalie: Andrea, I wish we'd had more than 23 seconds free! :) xx! April 11, 2011 8:41 am
natalie: Erika, I really am a big fan, again, minus the freezing cold. ;) April 11, 2011 8:42 am
natalie: Susan, THANK YOU. It was a remarkable experience for us in every way. April 11, 2011 8:43 am

Battles like these.

click here to open post Apr 05, 2011 | posted in on the agenda, Personal | 10 comments

It is officially 2011. It wasn’t official until this very moment when I started blogging, from an airplane, on my iPad. What in the world!!? The lives we lead…

This post will be short, because let’s face it, typing on your iPad gets old, fast. But hey, I could be making parchment and writing with coal … or something. It’s all a matter of perspective. (Did “they” even do that? Write with coal? I have no idea.)

I’m off to Utah for a couple of meetings, an interview, and then to speak at the LDS Business Conference on Friday. Life is BIG; can I just say that out loud? LIFE IS HUGE, and it makes me feel so small in comparison.

As I was waiting the security line this evening, I saw a young man, dressed in a suit and tie, saying a tear-filled goodbye to friends and family. He’s off to serve a 2 year, non paid, mission for his (our) church. This 19 year old boy is off to Madagascar. MADAGASCAR! He was so brave. They all were. Tears yes, but also pride, courage and more conviction than I can articulate. After we’d gone through security, he and I had a moment to chat. All I could think to say was, “It’s going to be big, it’s going to be HUGE, but God is soooooooo much bigger.” But he obviously already knew that.

Its true. God IS bigger than all of it, and the beautiful reality is that when we’re engaged in the right things, His hand is IN all of it as well. I’ll be reminding myself of this truth all week as I battle all my insecurities and a million feelings of inadequacy. If there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s that battles like these are best won on your knees.